To be or not to be

Maybe it's time to start writing again.
I think I'll give it a go.
Might be fun.
:-)

I Have A Dream

---- I Have A Dream Songwriters: Andersson, Benny Goran Br; Ulvaeus, Bjoern K.; I have a dream, a song to sing, to help me cope with anything If you see the wonder of the fairy tale You can take the future even if you fail I believe in angels, something good in everything I see I believe in angels, when I know the time is right for me I'll cross the stream, I have a dream I have a dream, a fantasy, to help me through reality And my destination makes it worth the while Pushing through the darkness still another mile I believe in angels, something good in everything I see [- From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/abba-lyrics/i-have-a-dream-lyrics.html -] I believe in angels, when I know the time is right for me I'll cross the stream, I have a dream I'll cross the stream, I have a dream I have a dream, a song to sing, to help me cope with anything If you see the wonder of a fairy tale You can take the future even if you fail I believe in angels, something good in everything I see I believe in angels, when I know the time is right for me I'll cross the stream, I have a dream I'll cross the stream, I have a dream © EMI WATERFORD MUSIC INC; UNION SONGS AB;

Out in the open

It's finally looking brighter.
Had a good long talk with people at work today and I think they understand me and I'm beginning to understand them. But now I'm exhausted! But very very relieved!

Need to get ready now though... we're having a night out. Nothing special realy... just some people from work. I can't stay out too long... conferance tomorrow with the equestrian organization. =) But I'll take the bike anyway...

Take care!

Will there be light?

I know I've been going on and on about a lot of negative stuff  but I feel I have the right to do so.
There's so much frustration that I need to get out or my system!

Anyway... I've had a long talk with my boss and also with a treasured colleague - so if all goes well I will actually know what I'm going to do at work next year before the end of this month.
Hopefully I will be able to do some fun things and not only scrub toilets.... although I'm very thankful to those who do that for a living (I have a bit of a phobia towards unscrubbed toilets).

Workwise I do have a few fun things to look forward to though... In december I'm going to talk about Master suppression techniques at a conference. The participants are both youth and professional youth leaders. This isn't something I'm doing for my regular employer... this is a little something I do on the side so to speake...

My daughters 6th birthday is also comming up. Quite a big deal I think... =)
I'm trying to plan her birthday party... she wants to have a Disco.... so we're having one... with dancing and popcorn. It'll be fun - I just need to get the invitations out. :-/

But! Now I'm going to spend an hour trying to get my war zone of a home sorted. Wish me luck....

Take care!

It's a new day

Off to work again. Lot's to do!
Miranda will sleep at her grandmothers house tonight so that I can stay up all night and do all the things that needs to be done by midnight.


Take care!

I'm going to start writing in English... just for fun... =)

I’ve recently started to read quite a few blogs by Swedes who write in English.

This has mad me think about my own blog. Maybe that’s something I should do too.

What better way to practise my language skills and force myself to develop my vocabulary and improve my spelling?

Hmmm…. I think I shall do that… just as an experiment.

At the moment I’m a bit stressed out. I have lots of stuff that needs to be done at work, but all the reorganization going on has just taken almost all the joy out of it. Now I just try to bear with it and hope for the best. I also have too much to do at home…. it looks like a war zone!

And then there is the course I’m participating in: Training of Trainers for Human Rights Education. It’s given by the Council of Europe and it’s really good so far… I’m just having trouble finding the time to do all the tasks… since I’m trying to do it on my spare time.

On top of everything there’s that little detail about me being a mother. I would like to feel ones in a while that I’m a good mom! I really try but still find that I doubt myself way too often! But she seems happy anyway my little sunshine. It’s only when it’s time for bed she isn’t the loveliest person in the world! =)

So… time for bed!

Take care!

Long time no see....

Forgive me.... for I have sinned... It's been a month since my last confession...

Ja, ja skämt å sido.
Jag har faktiskt inte kunnat skriva något för den dator jag brukar använda (min jobbdator) har varit, och är, helt seg.
Den dator jag använder nu tillhör min mors sambo. Den la av för en tid sedan när jag var hos dem och då lovade jag att jag skulle ta med den hem och se om jag eller nån jag känner kunde få igång den. Tro det eller ej men jag brukar vara en fena på det här med datorer. Om jag inte vore så lat så kanske jag hade kunnat plugga något tekniskt en gång i tiden...
I vilket fall som helst så kom jag på idag (efter att ha haft datorn hemma en lååång tid) att jag skulle ta mig tid att kolla på nämnda dator. Simsalabim... jag fick igång den! Faktiskt inte svårt alls. =)
Så nu använder jag denna dator med Windows XP istället för min jobbdator med Windows 7 och det är hur underbart som helst. Jag har surfat typ hela eftermiddagen istället för att göra det jag borde göra... nämligen städa, skicka iväg viktiga papper och plugga... =)
Men, men... jag tar det imorron istället.
Mirre är hos farmor eftersom hennes ena kusin är där i några dagar (det är ju höstlov) och jag har tvättstugan från kl.07 så då är jag ju ändå uppe och borde kunna få lite gjort.
Nu ska jag sussa så att jag orkar med dessa borden!

Tjingeling!